the material- moving to seattle

I can smell it on the pavement, it's about to rain 
And you can feed me all the pills you want 
But you cannot stop the pain

Am I forcing my hand to write this down? 
Today is the day I finally realized that I can't rely on anyone except myself

So you think you understand me 
You're so anxious to evaluate 
Maybe I'm well, maybe I'm fine, maybe I'm in love

Am I forcing my hand to write this down? 
Today is the day I finally realized that I can't rely on anyone except myself

Don't just stand there, it's about to rain 
You were never one to worry 
Maybe my dreams are just more interesting than my reality All this time 
See it through my eyes